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Thursday, September 21, 2006

Illusions ACT2

I wonder what you are doing now
I hope that you're feeling happy now
Tears washes over me
Running through my open seams
I'm stained and scared all over
You pretend we're lost again
Waiting for you to say when we'll be found
He wont go where I would go for you
He wont be able to see beyond your forehead
I'd curse my heart for you
I am dreaming White & Hazel

posted by Jean Nasr at 8:10 AM 0 comments

Monday, September 11, 2006

Illusions - ACT 1

Why do I fall in love with every woman I see who shows me the least bit of attention?
Why do i fall for every woman who, I Know, that this same woman, will make me suffer and hurt even before touching her, even before smelling her scent?

It's horrifying how much you can hate yourself for being low and weak and you couldn't get out of that.
Nobody makes us feel that, we do that for ourselves.
I don't know if I'm going to get a second chance but I have to believe. That I deserve one. Because we all do.
I am an alcoholic. The best person I ever met. I have 600 different smiles. They can light up a life. They can make you laugh out loud, just like that. They can even make you cry, just like that. That's just with the smiles.
Technically speaking, the "Alcohol" operation is brain damage, but on a par with a night of heavy drinking. Nothing you'll miss.

posted by Jean Nasr at 2:34 PM 0 comments